Happier person

Met one of my x colleague in the mall. She is with her bf. So we didn't stop to talk, just smile. She send me a MSG, saying I look happier. I didn't realize it and begin to think the reasons y.

Lesser work stress, nice environment, nice colleagues, these are the factors. And there is 1 more I didn't tell. L.

She will always smile. I didn't notice I begin to smile as much. Sometimes when I'm alone, I will think of the conversations we have, and just smile. She's so cute and adorable. Guess, it's also because of her, I learn to be more comfortable, more happy at everyday things which I normally didn't even be bothered. Her energy is infectious that it change my mood.

That is why she is so attractive

A sign that things are nv meant to be

Spoken with my 2 closest friends who knw me for years, they said we r incompatible. I knew it but I knw I can change but not this much, not this fast. I saw my crush in the ex coy in a mall yesterday with her rumored bf. Ppl also say the same thing, it's impossible, we r 2 worlds apart.

It's a reminder to me that some things ate never meant to be even if we try, that is for relationships. Feel like a loser. Haha. What's new?

Nearly a date, guess not

Today she told me abt a SMS she got. She say this suitor say i miss u, abt taking medicine. He ask her out for movie tonight. She went out with him last week, and dnt like him. But she dnt want to waste this fri nite. She hint she wanted to catch the movie karate kid. So I took the opportunity...but not sure I want to include the rest of the gang since she told me this alone. I finally just send the invite to every1...which I regret...I want to be with her alone....

It turns out later, every1 can't make it..I was smiling in my heart...except one thing...she didn't give an ans as well. She mention this b4,"if she dnt like someone,or dnt wan to mislead someone, she won't give the opportunity...I thgt of this...I kist kept quiet...when she reaches the met stop... She tolde she hope not miss her train..I guess she dnt wan to mislead me as well.

There will be event on next sat, a beach party...if I have car...I sure chio...but no car...no charm...what shld I do....so many challenge...so attractive....I wish I know what to do

Confused

I never been in love b4. All I have is crushes, infatuation, but nv cross the line to love. All I know is wiki definition of these various feelings I can catergorise to be aware of what I'm in.

Having been thru 1 office pursuit, not exactly a gd one, Now, I'm face with the same situation. Ppl say humans fall in love, but I more agreeable to the phase ppl choose who to fall in love with.

My fren told me, I'm ren Qian ren ai, I c one, I like one. It's seems to be the case for my past experiences. So I'm by doubtful of my feelings.

I can't deny she is a looker. I think I'm the luckiest guy. To be sifted across her desk, smiling at her everyday when I start my day. Stealing glances, smiling, sending email bet us only, goosiping abt others, flirting in some way...asking her to accy me to pantry, chatting abt hws her day, work, her skills in making Milo...she say the pantry sucks.

Going for dinner with her almost everyday, getting more and more comfortable with her. Today I was sitting beside her...for the first time, I really feel so relaxed...I can't explain. Then when I went to get something else, some idot take my seat...that's my place! But of cos, that's the voice from my heart.

Colleagues, friends, the line to cross is hard if it's only 1 sided. Worst still, I c her everyday, jus beside me...it's upsetting if I wasn't given the chance to woo her.

My experience tell me, not to confess, but to ask her out for innocent appointments, test water.

I really like her, but symptoms tell me it's a crush...it's not love. Is crush a pre requistive of love?

She ask to shake my hand today, her reason, her hands is cold. I really can c her in my life. But that's my picture. Can she c me in her life ahead?

Busy

Life has evolved 2 a faster pace. There is something to look 4ward 2, it seems. Sign up for gym classes, going 4 photo shoots, drinking. But it seems stagnate again. Is it I'm trying to be busy, to avoid thinking of settling down?

Muay Thai?

Went 4 a trial session 4 muay Thai. It's diff from gym as there is no weight training. Coordinating the hands n legs, while moving yr body, focusing on the target. I feel different. The abs actually strain even though I didn't do crunches. My legs seems more lively, without the running injuries I commonly hav. Can I truly be a muay Thai fighter for good.

Something abt octupus L

Become closer 2 her each day, more comfortable with her. She like red colour,told me abt her habits for tissues, her hobbies. She is happy. I guess u meet ppl in different stages 2 knw 2 live...glad 2 meet her, really brightens my day. So adorable hugging the octupus doll. She does that when she is headache abt work. There is something abt her that make her glow, not just her smile, her talking eyes, it's everything.