6th day of waiting

Keeping tab of time before I lose hope

2nd class citizen in my own tuff

A contractor in a firm, surrounded by foreign talent.

Feel like I'm working overseas rather than in my own country.

I'm merely a substitute to help them do mundane work.

A underdog is always a underdog. U can only view the plums and only imagine how good it will taste. Some people have it, some dont, but what i cant accept is why is it not our own ppl enjoying these benefits but some others else where who dont belong here.

The push is greater than the pull factor. I have tolerate long enough and become silent of this mental torture...

My suffering will have to be extended...it takes really some motivation to carry on...some hope...that one day i will find a better place.

So close yet so far

There is a chance I'm not selected despite good feedback and went thru all of the interviews.

There r many other factors in play when a job is offer. 48 hrs has passed.

I have to stop waiting and move on.

Waiting for answer

Having to go to work, hearing foreign languages spoken around me...getting sick of it.

I really have enough...Plz end my wait earlier....Almost reaching my limit.

Expectations

Nervous. Not About the interview, but the compensation package.

1st time at a firm, which is a leader of it's league, I have high expectation on what they will offer.

But being realistic...I have to consider the possibilities that it may not be as attractive as I thought.

A role that will propel me to even greater heights in career advancement, a day job, a perm role, a leader of it's field, will I still say no?

I want the best of both worlds. I want to succeed. Plz give me good news later.