A medium where i can reveal my feelings, thoughts w/o having to care about the consequences it had on others.

Saturday, February 28, 2009

Action speaks louder than words

Tough being patient

Tough making choices

Tough to interpret actions and responses

When 1 tries hard, it seems harder to get.

There are many things i still wont know.

Can i carry on with this?

Despite what i have done, there is no regrets, im glad i did it.

To carry on to

Love unconditionally and Expect nothing in return.

Friday, February 27, 2009

My Valkyrie

Like the commander who hesitated to call the battlion to activate the man despite action has already confirmed by the executor.

But the confirmation doesn't meant anything until he heard its true.

Plans don't do as plan when executed always, thats why theres always back up plan.

Does her radar pick up unusually activities?

Action speak louder than words, execution is correct, but the results may not be what i expected.

What can i do now but to wait patiently for the package?

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Materialistic

Doctor, lawyer, rich, professional....

is it necessary that the bar is set so high,

is it even possible?

What to expect from a princess?

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

CFA 1

Date set 6 Dec

The Level I exams will include 240 total multiple choice questions, 120 on the morning session of the exam and 120 on the afternoon session. Each multiple choice question is free-standing (not dependent on other questions) and has three possible answers: A, B, and C. All questions are equally weighted and there is no penalty for guessing

Completing the CFA Program exams can take you as little as 18 months. But on average, it takes about four years to earn a CFA charter

She say no need to take, sure fail.

Cant believe she say that to me...but i will not die without a fight.



For so long
You and me been finding each other for so long
And the feeling that I feel for you is more then strong , girl
Take it from me
If you give a little more then youre asking for
Your love will turn the key
Darling mine
I would wait forever for those lips of wine
Build my world around you , darling
This love will shine girl
Watch it and see
If you give a little more then youre asking for
Your love will turn the key

I , I just want to be your evrything
Open up the heaven in your heart and let me be
The things you are to me and not some puppet on a string
Oh , if I stay here without you , darling , I will die
I want you laying in the love I have to bring
Id do anything to be your evrything

Darling for so long
You and me been finding each other for so long
And the feeling that I feel for you is more then strong girl
Take it from me
If you give a little more then youre asking for
Your love will turn the key

I , I just want to be your everything
Open up the heaven in your heart and let me be
The things you are to me and not some puppet on a string
Oh, if I stay here without you , darling , I will die
I want you laying in the love I have to bring
Id do anything to be your evrything

Source: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/b/bee+gees/i+just+want+to+be+your+everything_20015898.html

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

CFA and Meimei

A plot scheme by the Underdog to aim 2 object with 1 decision.

Will he make it or fail?

He is getting excited as he doesnt know what to expect.

But he know the directions to go when the time comes.

Hail CFA Meimei!

Monday, February 23, 2009

Like its impossible?

Dont you hate it when ppl put u down?

Like its impossible?

Be realistic

Come on!

But they can mean well, and its may be true.

Question, if will you know if you did not try?

Will Wright brothers invented the aeroplane?

Will Einstein invented the light blub?

Will i even graduate and landed in the work i want? Although now i dont like doing what im doing?

27 club

27th, never visualise at 27, this is what i will be.

Sort of like a old youth to man stage. But my mentality seems to be more permisstic as i age.

How to feel youthful again? Fall in love? Courtship? Success in career? Money?

These are the gauge to measure happiness?

Nope, these are just mine. 1 dont need anything to be happy.

How can one be so disatisfied abt life when u live it once?

Hazi, my dream to be a dealer, to engage in the passion of the equity market seems to die off. The only reason to keep me goin is just to see her. But what happen when she is gone, haha...what a weak fool.

Waiting, waiting and waiting, for things to happen?

You know the chances of winning the lottery, thats are the exact odds, you tell yourself. Thus you decide not to gamble.

But life is a game. U wont know where ur going to land when u roll the dice. Or rather you choose not to move while others take their turn.

What will i say, when i hit 28th?

Will i be around to vent my regrets, or shld be spread word of happiness?

Life is a choice. Hope i can paint a brilliant colourful picture for this year round.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

S.H.E eastpoint




Arriving at east point


Ella dancing

Not my videos thou, haha...nice shots

Fans who made the day happen!





S.H.E LIVE







Heard S.H.E visit Sg every 1yr 7mth later, duno if its true, but at least got to kaypo and c them this round.

Reach there 1/2hr eariler, the place is already packed. Thought they will be late, but they aren't. Fans queue up to get their albums autograph under the hot sun.

1st hr is the 933 DJ interviewing them, have fans to ask them questions. The 2nd hr is the performance, follow by autograph session.

Friday, February 20, 2009

Wish did came thru

A simple wish yet meant so dear to me

1st wish to be received

1st which i desire

Unbelievable how contended i am

I reply with a msg

Thanking for making my wish come thru

Not sure if she realise

its her personalised msg that make it all happen

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Wish

for something personal

when the candle flames are blowed

when hands join together

and a classic song fill the room

As much as it wont happen, why wish

if one does not take disappointment from fail expectations or hope

Is it

better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all?

Monday, February 16, 2009

Internal dialogue

Do u miss me when im gone?
of cos i miss you, u make me work so much

I cant tell u how much i miss your presence, im glad you are safely back

What happen when im away?
Nothing much, just some meeting, some people looking for you
I lost my appitate, i become sick, i always had u in my mind, thinking what you will be doing, i had no idea what im doing here.

You looking stunning today, lovely as always

Do you know buying a tie for someone may mean tieing some1 for life?
Guess you wont know...but neverthless when i heard of it, i ate sour grapes.

You are never mine nor we are even close, just glad to be part of your circle in this stage of yr life.

Friday, February 6, 2009

I Can Dream, Can't I?



I can see
No matter how near you'll be
You'll never belong to me
But I can dream
Can't I
Can't I pretend
That I'm locked in the bend
Of your embrace
For dreams
Are just like wine,
And I am drunk
With mine

I'm aware
My heart is a sad affair
There's much disillusion there
But I can dream
Can't I

Can't I adore you
Although we are oceans apart
I can't make you open your heart
But I can dream
Can't I

Can't I adore you
Although we are oceans apart
I can't make you open your heart
But I can dream
Can't I

Thursday, February 5, 2009

I Need To Be In Love



The hardest thing I?ve ever done

Is keep believing

There?s someone in this crazy world

For me

The way that people come and go

Thru temporary lives

My chance could come and I might never know



I used to say "no promises,

Let?s keep it simple"

But freedom only helps you say

Good-bye

It took a while for me to learn

That nothin? comes for free

The price I?ve paid is high enough for me



(*) I know I need to be in love

I know I?ve wasted too much time

I know I ask perfection of

A quite imperfect world

And fool enough to think that?s

What I?ll find



So here I am with pockets full

Of good intentions

But none of them will comfort me

Tonight

I?m wide awake at four a.m.

Without a friend in sight

Hanging on a hope but I?m alright

For All We Know



Love, look at the two of us
Strangers in many ways.
We've got a lifetime to share,
So much to say,
And as we go

From day to day,
I'll feel you close to me.
But time alone will tell.
Let's take a lifetime to say,
"I knew you well"
For only time will tell us so.
And love may grow
For all we know.

Waaaaaaaaaa...

Love, look at the two of us
Strangers in many ways.
Let's take a lifetime to say,
"I knew you well"
For only time will tell us so.
And love may grow
For all we know.

Waaaaaaaaaa....

http://www.hotlyrics.net/lyrics/T/The_Carpenters/For_All_We_Know_From_Lovers_and_Other_Strangers.html

心太軟

i dont want to care

i dont wish to know

Attitude

A sign

Email

Apologise

The reason i did it because i do not wish to be understood

The reason i did it is because of you

The reason i did it's because i care

Thats why

If its others', i cant even be bothered.

Now i know

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Horoscope Chain mail

This is the real deal. Try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice
is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there.



ARIES - The Aggressive
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an aries. Aries are known for being generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be 'Right'. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours. Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the world. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward.


TAURUS - The Tramp
Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight. Fight for what they want. Can be annoying at times, but for the love of attention. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. They can be self centered and if they want something they will do anything to get it. They love to sleep and can be lazy. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not forward.



GEMINI - The Twin
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good at confusing people.. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Gemini's will not take any crap from anyone. Gemini's like to tell people what they should do and get offended easily. They are great at losing things and are forgetful. Gemini's can be very sarcastic and childish at times, and are very nosey.
Trustworthy. Always happy. VERY Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a be au tiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.



CANCER - The Be au ty
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. A Cancer's Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet in your life. Entirely creative Person, most's are artists and insane respectfully speaking. They perfected sex and do it often. Extremely random. An Ultimate Freak. Extremely funny and is usually the life of the party. Most cancers will take you under their wing and into their hearts where you will remain forever. Cancers make love with a passion beyond compare. Spontaneous. Not a Fighter, But will kick your ass good if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to! 12 years of bad luck if you do not forward.



LEO - The Lion
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Usually happy, but when unhappy tend to be grouchy and childish. A leo's problem becomes everyone's problem. Most Leos are very predictable and tend to be monotonous. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Very predictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.



VIRGO - The One that Waits
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. The do not forgive and never forgetThe one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.



LIBRA - The Lame One
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with... you might end up crying. Libras can c au se as much havoc as they can prevent. faithful friends to the end. Can hold a grudge for years. Libras are someone you want on your side. Usually great at sports and are extreme sports fanatics. Kinda dumb at times. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.


SCORPIO - The Addict
EXTREMELY adorable. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Will try almost anything once. Loves to be pampered. Energetic. Predictable. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Loves to party but at times to the extreme. Loves the smell and feel of money and is good at making it but just as good at spending it! Very protective over loved ones. HARD workers. Can be a good friend but if is disrespected by a friend, the friendship will end. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.



SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones will all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.



CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Grouchy at times and annoying to some. Lazy and love to take it easy. But when they find a job or something they like to do they put their all into it. Proud, understanding and sweet.
Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always
gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to win against other signs especially Gemini's in sports. Likes to cook but would rather go out to eat at good rest au rants.
Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not forward.



AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind, loves being in long-term relationships. Can be clumbsy at times but tries hard. Will take on any project. Proud of themselves in whatever they do. Messy, and unorganized. Procrastinators. Great lovers, when their not sleeping. Extreme thinkers. Loves their pets usually more then their familiy. Can be VERY irritating to others when they try to explain or tell a story. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. 2 years of bad luck if you do not forward



PISCES - The Partner for Life
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Messy at times and irresponsible! Smart but lazy. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Passionate, wonderful lovers. Fun to be around. Too trusting at times and gets hurt easily. Lover of animals. VERY caring, make wonderful nurses or doctors. They always try to do the right thing sometimes get the short end of the stick. They sometimes et used by others and hurt bec au se of their trusting. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. Good friend to other but need to be choosy on who they allow their friends to be. 5 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

OK here's the thing you cant send this to the person who sent this to you so good luck! the other hard part is that last one with this is the loser.
ready . set............ GO!
1-3 people= 1 minute of luck
4-7 people= 1 hour of luck
8-12 people = 1 day of luck
13-17 people = 1 week of luck
18-22 people = 1 month of luck
23-27 people = 3 months of luck
28- 32 people = 7 months of luck
33-37 people = 1 year of luck
38 and more = a very lucky life!

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Clarance

Clarance - bright and clear

A boy's name, but its still her name given to her.

No wonder she doesnt use it, or perhaps theres a reason

It takes 2

to clap

to tango

to share

to communicate

to tie a knot

to kiss

to

list goes on till i thought of something

Cheese Cake

Comes in all shapes and sizes

and different colours and flavours

Texture and smell also varies

But 1 thing is for sure

as long its a cheese cake

bake by the same hands

Im luving it

Cheese cake i miss cheese cake

Hope theres one for me on that day

Perhaps in my dreams some day.

Monday, February 2, 2009

Courage vs Stupidity

Courage to choose and courage not to choose.

Sometimes when you know the odds aren't in yr favour, but you still choose to do it. But question is are you willing to accept the consequences especially when you are very much the variable then the indepdendent variable.

Courage is being the hero, while stupidity is the one that fails. Is that correct?

Yes man?

Saying yes to everything without thinking is a easy thing, think i can make myself into a yes man like jim carrey.

Being involved in everything, irregardless whether you are interested, exhausted or just cant be bothered with it.

It will be interesting to be a Yes man temporarily...since im a more of a No man most of the time

About Me

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A typical underdog among the 6.6 billion homo sapiens who seeks to spend its remaining time to bring happiness to his loved ones. Constantly questioning how much and when is enough to attain a balance of success n happiness and to define one's purpose of existance instead conforming to unspoken society's pressures n norms.