So many shock in one day

1. Shock at the preinterview question that i just received, make me feel so little i know about my job

2. shock to see my p mates wedding photos, and asking why i wasnt there but i cant even be there

3. shock my hardworking friend was laid off

4. shock that i am still awake due to all these news

5. actually the real shock is why so many shocks happen on the same time when i open my facebook account and reading my emails.

OBS

This is the 2nd time attending, this time round is for a company training event. Nice to group up with my colleagues, especially cute ones. haha.

Got to hold hands, tease around, tease me more lightly, nice...feels like reading a boy's manga, and im the main character.

The gal has a boyfriend, and she knows i like the other person. Feels like a good story plot to write a drama series.

She looks cute wearing the helment, influencing the positive energy to us.

Thats all, a day where i live as a real life character in a plot that can be found in a boy's manga.

Slow Turtle, thats the OBS group name. Jas, u brighten my day.

Goals being accomplished

Feels great to move forward, at least something to look forward.

Book a tour package to Japan, one of a dream i have, being with my mum, feels good. Will be there for 7 days during end of Nov.

Manage to find my licence, haha, can bring it for interview.

Feels good. What left is a miracle, to pass the CFA. HAHA...truly a miracle.

Life after reverist

It seems im back to work. Dont tink im happy cos i dont feel like goin to work, but i know i miss my colleagues, some of them.

My boss bias attitude towards one still prevails after sending him a email "complaining" to him regarding this, but his reply is the same.

Gotten 3 interviews coming next week. One of them, from another local bank. I was thinking perhaps i shld change my mind, and switch to a foreign one. Im septical about how much they can offer me. I want average of minimum 3k plus after cpf, can i have it? But do i really one to carry on this career path? Optimum average will have to be more than 4k if i want to live a comfortable life style.

I have given up on the lady of my dreams. Its better this way, otherwise it getting out of hand with others disturbing and spreading rumours that i like her. Well, its seems childish that this news spread like wildfire even i didnt acknowledge. but i dont tink we are suitable for each other...haha...Loser's excuse, no, i think its mine own perception of true. Some things are better not known than to find out.

WOW gaming is back, and my lifestyle seems 2 go back to the fansty world. Guss i have to control myself, time to swim, pick up martial arts, wind surfing again?

CFA, plan to fail or plan to study? Plan to pass?