Sucker

im a sucker for praise...haha...feels gd

Being on mc for 1 day, and returning back feels like they treasure me even more...perhaps i clear more "sai".

People calling my alias, teasing me, and Atas asking me what happen to me, why im on mc, as much as i want to fanatise that she is interested in me...haha...but i know she is the sort who cares....but ultimately shes concern, thats all i care.

But so what....haha...

Market worth

After the interview, i have a general idea on how things work at the other houses compared to mine. I feel how sad that others have a wider supportive backup while ours are doom to die if anything happen.

Hazi...the HR manager was asking me, how come im asking for such a huge pay increment. Guess she is shock when i replied her at the amont of overtime claims im getting. Crossing to a different company, the feeling of getting interview is different. Im asking for compensation to leave this company to join yours, but not im begging to enter yours.

Chances are if they are willing to pay the price, will i still consider? I really went there just to test my market worth

Hope i will be hopping to a foreign mnc.

To go further down this path or to choose another?

Generalisation or specialization? If i am to continue in this field, most likely i will not be able to switch easily to another. Sending resumes to other related fields seems useless as there are no replies except typical insurance sales agents.

Leaving for a better job? Define better? Life isnt about how much money u can earn, but about doing what u love, that should be the end destination. I tink i know whats important, sadly, i didnt progress much.

Time to gather inspiration for a birthday poem.

Mix thoughts

Its only when u decide to do something, u realise its not a simple decision to do it.

2mor will be heading for a interview, but somehow i dont feel comfortable about it, perhaps i just want to test my market value? Im not the sort of person who will try on clothes without the intention of buying. Cos it waste my time as well as the other person.

But decision as a job hunt, career switch or progression to another new level, guess i cant avoid finding out more on the interview itself.

I hope i can get the expected paycheck i want, perhaps, i feel better going off without the variable bonus.