A medium where i can reveal my feelings, thoughts w/o having to care about the consequences it had on others.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Move on

Glad she accept it and she did the worst thing possible despite what i told her.

Well, guess this is it...friend zone looks definite.

Time to stop poking, and move on.

Fill up my life, busy busy, being a new man.


Her Fav Song


Hui Hu Xi De Tong 会呼吸的痛 - Fish (Leong) Liang Jing Ru

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Volcano Erupts

M i responsible? I tink so.

Time to give up, throw in the towel?

Haha...2nd plan fail miserably

Monday, March 23, 2009

Attraction works but still lacking

7 days fashion show

Specs to lens

From fat to trim

From passive to active

Confidence, purpose, planning

2nd week into the pursuit.

I wonder am i in a daze and will wake up once the fire is no longer there.

It takes a lighter and wood to set a fire burning.

The fire is dimming and the clouds are starting to gather.

Can a moth become a butterfly?

Monday, March 16, 2009

Shedding the underdog skin to win

Cant recognise myself...even though its isnt much, but its isnt me.

To went out to such extend.

To be open of one's feeling and remain compose after

it will can be relieve for me

But need to make it comfortable for her

So she wont be in difficult position with the daily surrounding

Accept whats been say is what a man should do.

At least i knew i cant have done it another way more appropriate.

What will be the way and the plan which is tormenting me now.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Monday, March 9, 2009

Roses and oragami Heart letter?

Love declaration?

I can still remember

your smile, laughter, what you have spoken.

From the aroma of your bakery

the scent of your perfume

the colors you have bought left a impression on me.

I just want you to know i like you

It's ok if you don't like me

I'm not a doctor nor a lawyer

I may not be social able nor charming

I'm square and dull as you have mentioned

But regardless i still want you to know

i will be here for you as a colleague

as a friend

and hopefully as a Soul mate.

Fear of rejection

The truth is that the only people who never experience rejection are those who never have any interaction with other people which in effect, makes for a pretty reclusive and lonely existence.

A confident person realises that rejection is simply a part of the risk of living and that, in order to grow spiritually, we all have to take the occasional risk and step outside of our comfort zone.

If we continually hold back from interacting with people because of our fear of rejection, we simultaneously miss out on the potential happiness, warmth, fun and excitement that other people can bring to us

http://www.lifecoachexpert.co.uk/OvercomingYourFearRejection.html

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Idealist way of loving or naive?

There is always a possibility.

Perhaps the one who loved will feel true to their heart with their on going commitment to give.

Only time will tell if this unconditional love will be diluted.

Can this unmeasurable feeling be conditional or unconditional?

If 1 don't expect love to be reciprocate, why will he or she be willingly to wait while the other whisper someone's else name?

Can you really let go and love any person and still love the previous lover unconditionally?

There will be boundaries how much one can give. Till this boundary is reach and as one ages, only then perhaps i be able to tell.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

About Me

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A typical underdog among the 6.6 billion homo sapiens who seeks to spend its remaining time to bring happiness to his loved ones. Constantly questioning how much and when is enough to attain a balance of success n happiness and to define one's purpose of existance instead conforming to unspoken society's pressures n norms.