2nd thoughts

There is a food distribution event on sun, but i turn it down as its too early. N sat im goin to be a regular of another group.

Begin to have 2nd thoughts, do i want to survey that area bcos its sort of taboo to me, or i really want to help. Perhaps its more like to want to know more about myself, facing this situation, whether m i normal or m i like one of them, who needs help, seeking them for answers by observing, being with them.