Emotional drama

i will not expect this to happen, but it did.

Guess, im there for a reason, gave her support, for her to move on.

Time for me to move on.
It was great memories as well as sad ones.

Please take care of her, dont make her sad again.

She feels good

abt the date, to me that is.

I teach her how to use my camera, n my panning technqiue..haha...sort of impress her...

She is cute, i got her to pose many shots for me...she is willingly, seriously, i can c the look, the smile on her cute face.

She is way better than any model, she is lovely.

Adam lambert, tks to u, i may not even cant get her out...im so jealous of u.

MY FIRST DATE

is today..after so long in my dream

i have come so far...it seems good...seems the right time

Its hard to believe good things do happen, happen to me, in love

In about few hours time, i be with the gal of my dream

i want to treasure this opportunity she has given me

My thanks extend to slap club, marcus, desmond, goof, for lenting their listening ear, and support to overcome this mental barrier of being not an underdog...at least for today

Follow my heart, all will be well

Its never abt me, its about her, making her feel good, special, will be my task today

I do not know what will happen, i duno what foolish thing i will do in moments i cant control.

Hope all is well tonight. Wish me luck!

Qn

She went down with me to drink just to get high and ask me a question...

great...

i rather her ask me another question...

do i have a chance...3 idiots...all is well...

hope she got the hint

Found myself praying

just to hope she can get an mc jus for today, so she can go home...cos she is so stubborn.

I dnt wish to c her cry, b hurt again.

If there is a supreme being, i pray she can be happy n blissful.

Found the others

So cute!

Clearing my room n i found

my gift from KK.

I retrieve all the photos and view them in my Mac.

But i cant view the screen saver. Have to switch to my pc to view it.

KK, tks, i really didnt forget u.

Thks for yr songs, ur have lived in the y best of yr way!

Frank Sinatra, My Way, With Lyrics


Friends are friends forever -- LIVE -- Michael W. Smith [With Lyrics/Subtitles]

Breakthrough w Anthony Robbins

Chen chen told me about this series on utube.

It inspires me and i learn to align my goals again, making sure it will seriously be done rather than a 2 step forward, 3 step backward.

Hope it will inspire u as well.

Safra run

I cant say i hate it, but i sign up for the wrong reasons.

I will take it as a learning experience to exercise my decision muscle.

hope i can finish my run.

Working on the holiday

Work on Hari Raya.

Chen chen also came back. We let at 4plus to the nearby resturant, ate western, and drank at harris.

it was the first time only we both went out, on a lunch. We share stories, talk, mostly about her. She is having problems with her bf. But i know she loves him and if both willingly to work things out, it will happen.

I ask, do u change for someone u love, or u accept someone whom he/she is? Her ans its about us, adapting to each other.

Busy

Keeping myself full of activities, planning adventures.

24-26 SEPT, F1 NIGHT RACE

OCT, SAFARI HALLOWEEN NIGHT

NOV, 7D TAIWAN TRIP

Thats it for now. Wanted to add in climbing, rafting and diving. But lack of friends who is interested and tight scheduling.

Driving course or diving course shld occupy Oct. Dec will be buying gifts for friends and bday for octopus.

Motivation to work

No longer have the motivation to work. It has become a chore for me to work in this dream company.

I need the desire to seek new knowledge in this derivative market, in order to uplift my spirit from this mundane task. More updates ahead for my trading blog!

My 2nd Mac

Owned my 1st mac when i was in secondary sch. Now gotten a new mac from the comex fair.

I always wanted to create apps. With Mac OS, it has become possible.

After watching one of the essential video for apps creation, i realize it is difficult. It will take time just to familiarize to the codes, tools...and a idea i want to use for my first app creation b4 a winning app is created.