2 gatherings on 2nd Jan

Dont feel like going for the first one @ 1330.

But somehow force myself to go cos someone planned it. I rather meet each of them personally then a mass gathering. It feels so distance and hard to communicate. N there are some others i don't want to meet.

I'm selfish right. Just selfish. Thinking about myself.

Well..guess i just stick thru the lunch, then i go off to the 2nd one.