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Thursday, May 1, 2008

Frog farm at kranji

Take bus there, there are many other farm, but cos its too late, only hav time for frog farm. ah bao bought frog leg home...duno hw he cook it

Mass frog orgy


Reminds me of the wallaby shower

More ubin photos
bao thinking when he can go back to sg again as he board the boat to ubin

"Secret garden" at ubin
If you explore beyond the garden, there are 2 secret mini beach where there are ppl who pitch tent and fish. Great for camp fire, bbq the fish u caught, get away from urban life...but sure alot of mosquito

Scare Crow at the garden

Ubin trip

Mangrow swarmp
Overgrown bambo falling apart
some shell gathering
a house built over the swamp
some house with banzai planted in along the perimeter

Also saw monitor lizard and wild boar, but they run away too fast to take a shot.
End our day with First stop resturant, must try their crabs and fried buns.

Bachelor beer gathering

Prof JS, new modern punky doctor to be
Bday boy :)
Liver pool fan plus torrent king
drunk or tipsy
our cheap brew

Bad apple

These past weeks had been both a joy and nightmare. But the nightmare is caused by my own mistakes.

Recently both collegues has left and the company is undergoing stupid changes which will cause more confusion and inconvenience, but the inconvenience is to us, the employees of the company.

Probation period has been extended due to my mistake. Put it simple, i didnt follow clt's instruction which end up in a dispute. haha..tat clt is younger then me and is earning so much more...shooting letter, threaten to expose the issue to public channels...im really blew it this time. However, the coy didnt choose to fire me, instead they extend my probation...i wonder is it because they are really short hand now...i believe so.

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

how did i get here?

"how did i get here", a book i borrowed, which i hope i can seek my answers to questions.

My collegues had asked me a few times, whether do i enjoy working here, haha..looks like to them, i do hate working. But isn't this the position you want to be, initially?

Haha...achieving your dreams, living your dreams are 2 separate issues. If you want to be a dealer, a chef, nurse, doctor, lawyer, each has its own difficulties...

shld i leave...i'm not sure...i much wanted to leave, but i duno where to turn to, where should i go, having know myself i cant be as free as a bird if i stay in this industry. Being sandwitch between the corporation and client, some can take it, some cant.

I'm too stiff for this industry, perhaps, its the mentallity thing, emotion aspect about myself that makes me unsuitable for this line of work.

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Twisted

Movies like hannibal series, talented mr Ripedly, SAW, anime such as Death note, Code Geass all consisted of twisted minds with their own sense of justice, what is right, what is wrong, having power or i have to say, having the decisive and determination to do accordance to what they want.

But not only that, they manage to escape the law, the boundaries that is set by unspoken and accepted social and legal law with their strategic mind, plotting against each other, see who will have the final checkmate.

Although its just a movie, frictional make ups, it does reflect realtiy of society, imprefections of the human created law, corruption of utmost power by means of money, information, status and moral values.

Moral values in the sense that to protect individual self interest rather than for the sake of the group. Selfishness vs Selflessness.

The law can it be impartial, unbias...regardless of all human beings. How true is this reality...

I believe in human are born selfishness but will seek those with power for survival. N those with power, bending the majority population with lesser power to their will, achieving their objective.

This is what i related from this movies..for now

Sincerity

Match.com.sg sucks..haha...the website is always difficult to connect, error here, refresh and refresh again.

Tried another matchlovelink.com...the website doesnt hang..so far..but u need pay fees to have email, and chat..other is just plain clickin on the profile and let the other party knws ur interested..tats it.

Really get to know the desire man or dream man of the ladies in the websites. Got look for Andy lau one, princess, sugar daddy..haha..okok..only a few.

Some are direct" Plz if despo plz dont call me..." something like tat..haha..

The rest quite normal...some photos does appear nice, with nice smile, but when u browse the other photo of the same profile, u ain't sure whether u like it anot...haha...really damn shallow..i just realise myself..a shallow person.

Nw, if i do send signal to the other party or parties...i need to be responsible for my actions, ain't i, to be sincere in my actions, that i really do want to know that individual, n not a moment of impulse, for the sake of randoming selecting all the "eye candies" or whoever which seems appealing to you.

Sianzzz...shld i click...

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A typical underdog among the 6.6 billion homo sapiens who seeks to spend its remaining time to bring happiness to his loved ones. Constantly questioning how much and when is enough to attain a balance of success n happiness and to define one's purpose of existance instead conforming to unspoken society's pressures n norms.