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Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Non Chinese PM?

Hmm...we can have presidents of different races in the past years, so having a non chinese pm should be possible...but no so soon?

Thought we are one singaporean, so it just a matter of peoples' choice to vote, and determine who will be the one to helm Singapore's direction and growth. And PM is not the sole decision maker, but his decision need to be supported by his consitutent and people.

How about a woman prime minister, how about a PR being a PM, how about a FT to be a PM? I guess a greater shock with not be of a different race or a non chinese PM, but our opposition member to become a PM one day, due to his/her capabilities and supported by the faith of the people.

List of Presidents of the Republic of Singapore

1 Yusof bin Ishak, 9 August 1965 - 23 November 1970

2 Benjamin Henry Sheares, 2 January 1971 - 12 May 1981

3 C. V. (Chengara Veetil) Devan Nair, 23 October 1981 - 27 March 1985

4 Wee Kim Wee, 3 September 1985 - 1 September 1993

5 Ong Teng Cheong, 1 September 1993 - 1 September 1999

6 S. R. Nathan (Sellapan Ramanathan, 1 September 1999 - Present

Prior to the introduction of elections for the Presidency, between 1965 and 1993, the Presidents of Singapore were Malay, Eurasian, Indian and Chinese in turn. While there might have been some general expectation that a system of rotation among the ethnic groups in Singapore would have continued to apply, this possibility was put to rest by the introduction of an elected Presidency in 1991. There are no constitutional provisions specifying that such system should apply.
Source: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/President_of_Singapore

Sunday, November 9, 2008

Retrenched

Today is a Sunday...and im called to report to work...weird. I begin to imagine things like i will pick up a call from the person saying, "Thank you for your service during this period with us, this is to inform you this month of Nov will be your last month"

My supervisor was agitated when he was on the phone with me yesterday. The thought of working on sun was weird. Furthermore, recently, i cause the company to compensate a client due to my mistake...haha. Hmm...if i do get retrench, guess i wouldn't be state of shock since im mentally prepared.

Reason to be retrench
1. U make mistakes more than others
2. Yr easily replacable
3. U do not fit to the corporate culture
4. Ur young, u can move to other corporates
5. Johnny walker style...we fired you so you can pursuit your dream

If i do go, i dont mind since i wasnt the one who decide to leave. I will miss some collegues esp Ms Atas. Guess she will add me into her FB by then since i left.

Where will i head to then?



Johnnie Walking Retrenched Style to me
You remember what your promise when u go for the interview?
You have achieved it.
So now you are now fired.
Its time to follow your dream
Even you leave, you still have a bright future
Keep walking.
Clap clap clap (background)

U know, the last part when the fired guy turn ard with his box, looking at the people clapping...i think it was part of his imagination cos he is drunk...who the hell want to be fired??? Unless he win toto...HAHAHAHA...i will like to have retrenchment in Johnnie Walker Style.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Colour for the day

Stylish Silver Dragons

Modest Purplish Red

Classic Faded Purple

Bright Glossy Red

Mysterious Dull Black

Cute Peachy Pink

Comfortable Dirty Green

Pink Polka Dots White Stripes

Silky black

Rainbow strips

Bold leafy green with striking black

Sunny yellow with modest black

Dark alluring violet

Checker grey and black

Classic silver and dirty black

Moody black with a shy pink...is she sad

Flashy green with black

Green cover with black, match with bache colour

Snow white curves

Pink with black

Black cover, green with inner sexy black

Sunflower yellow bloom

Black with flirty pink

Curly white



Really like this colours very much

Love you
I cant take you off my mind, your always on my mind

I always worry for you silently whenever you are sad, unhappy or angry

And im always happy when your laughing but disappointed as im not laughting with you

I wanted to show concern but not too excessively thus i choose to shut myself in.

You seems so perfect but i know you are not

But its what you are right now whom i know that i like about you

Your laughter, your attitude, your expressions.

Just simply everything, i want to adore, hug and embrace you.

I think i fall in love with you.

But love is a 2 sided affair, where the underdog will choose not to take a chance.

Carrying the touch, hoping the fire will burn out one day, living life with regrets.

I wish i can tell you how much I care about you, how much i want to be more than just friends.

But the consequence of a declaration of love does not equal to a happy ending.

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Luck

I seem to lack it. I always have to work the hard way to get things i want, and thru crap and difficulties. Others seem to do it easily. Perhaps its the fate of a dog, to slot and guard the house at nite when the owners are zzz.

Luck in trading
I have miss the bull run, now i have to miss the bear run...and now what i have, is a bull run again...and i have to make an entry in this early bull stage when the bear start to cease....crap man...just when i just have my "shorting" mechanism.

Even with my system in place, odds of making entry still is consider volatile as it recognised momentum and set ups before signalling an entry point despite the so call "bottom" prices.

When 1 face with losses despite having or armed with strategies, 1 still need luck.

Luck at work
With me doing everthing at 2nd shift, i have to take all calls, take all orders and have to work ot jus to finish up my own mandane stuff...it seems my collegue is incorrigible. I understand his work is important, thus i take all work without complaints, but cant he at least help out a bit instead of doing his non work related stuff and have to come and so call "monitor" me that i do all the bloody work....i really wish he can leave, leave for good...but if he leave, his work will be pass to me... and no 1 will be able to help me...as offering the aid i offer to him to enable that bloody slacker king to finish his work...

More work for me, mroe mistakes for me, for things to follow up. While he can leave work on time, be happy like a fox.

Luck at romance
Luck? theres no such thing as luck.

I have to work harder to get things done and expectations achieve. It had never been easy. Perhaps, there are also others who always had to go thru the hard way...hazi...comparsion against people who are better offs or have the stuff which you dont have...life will be miserable. U dont need a reason to be happy, but its hard to remain satisfy...man are greedy. I feel deprived of luck.

Sunday, November 2, 2008

The Hawking Paradox

A 5 part series about Hawking's equation which seek to explain the working of blackholes and this equation upset physic's common law, that is information cant be destroy.



Hope this open your mind to the understanding of this universe surrounding you although it may mean little impact or influence in your life. Haha..do appreciate you may be viewing a 5 part video, but the the amount of time and research to come up with this...its just unbelievable.

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/earth/main.jhtml?xml=/earth/2008/06/26/scihawking126.xml

Hawking seek to explain the expansion of universe...btw universe do expand. But it can expand, so does it contract or collapse as well?

Existenialism

Existentialism is about being a saint without God; being your own hero, without all the sanction and support of religion or society
Quote: Anita Brookner
Source: http://www.philosophy-index.com/existentialism/religion.php

Qn: How is it different from a atheist?

Branch of Existenialism: Absurdism

The absurd is born out of this confrontation between the human need and the unreasonable silence of the world
Quote: Camus

Camus presented the reader with dualisms: happiness and sadness, dark and light, life and death, etc. His aim was to emphasize the fact that happiness is fleeting and that the human condition is one of mortality.

He did this not to be morbid, but to reflect a greater appreciation for life and happiness.

In Le Mythe, this dualism becomes a paradox:
We value our lives and existence so greatly, but at the same time we know we will eventually die, and ultimately our endeavours are meaningless. While we can live with a dualism (I can accept periods of unhappiness, because I know I will also experience happiness to come), we cannot live with the paradox (I think my life is of great importance, but I also think it is meaningless).

In Le Mythe, Camus was interested in how we experience the Absurd and how we live with it. Our life must have meaning for us to value it.
Quote: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Albert_Camus

Thoughts
Is paying taxes, working for 10 hrs a day, having a pay slip, called having a meaning in life or simply surviving? What the purpose in your life? Seeking happiness? Define what is happiness? Happiness, one can be happy right now at this moment without reason...right? If so, why are we seeking happiness? Maybe its not happiness, but not being satisfied with our current way of life and hoping to reach the standards set or achieved by others or our fellow human beings who seem to have what you cant have or dont have yet. But it will be meaningless again as we will still die...haha...wtf im talking..life is a paradox...theres no meaning, only you can define whats meaningful instead of chasing behind others' shadow or follow the norms or conform to society unspoken expectations and peer pressure.

We do need goals or unreachable dreams to keep us moving, so call having a self decided purpose to live, look forward to the next sunrise, thus we wont be like cage chickens, where there is a routine feeding session, and once your are ready, you heading to the chopping board and being transported to the wetmarket...thats the purpose of life for chickens, to live and being eaten in the food chain. Sad isnt it?

http://www.quotationspage.com/quotes/Albert_Camus/

Love is the kind of illness that does not spare the inteligent or the dull.
Albert Camus, Caligula

Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow. Don't walk behind me, I may not lead. Walk beside me and be my friend.

If there is a sin against life, it consists perhaps not so much in despairing of life as in hoping for another life and in eluding the implacable grandeur of this life.

Relationship are build not sought

Given by Sage RK

Power right...haha...true, what i can do now is just improve or build on the current "friend" status. 1 doesnt need to really go beyond being friends just to care for that some1 even you have a affection.

If 1 cant be with that person as a special some1 in his/her life, there are many ways to be with that person you care. Its better than not being there for them at all.

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A typical underdog among the 6.6 billion homo sapiens who seeks to spend its remaining time to bring happiness to his loved ones. Constantly questioning how much and when is enough to attain a balance of success n happiness and to define one's purpose of existance instead conforming to unspoken society's pressures n norms.