Wrong jigsaw piece

Nearly passed my test 2day. Maybe im the first to take this test 3 times, perhaps more. Strangely, i sort of see this coming, but i still not ready to accept this as evidence that im not make for this line.

Test, exams, has been the tool to screen the masses whether who are qualified to make it to the next level and filter those who are not capable. This time round, theres sufficient evidence I belong to the latter group. Kinda hard to swallow this reality. How can i not pass a 100 mcq test where others pass it like a breeze. Reminds me of my A levels, being left behind while the rest moves on with their lifes.

Can i use this as a one of the signals that i aint suitable for this role? There had been many signals, but i interpreted as im still learning, but i can also interpreted it as im trying to fit myself in a jigsaw puzzle that doesn't belong to the same picture.

But then again, isn't life not about your work, your career. We use work as a identity as we spend almost all our awake hours working..leaving 1 or 2 days to spend time doing what matters to us, just us alone. So why shld i be bother about this?