Looking and waiting for job

I has been searching for a job relating to the finance industry for around 2 months and have only went to 2 real interviews (the other 1 is recommended by a friend). Feeling quite useless realising my friends have found theirs. Useless or unlucky, plain lazy or simply i dont possess the edge needed compare to the others who apply for the same job.

In the nature world,the strongest survive in the dynamic ecosystem, the strong live and pass on their genes - natural selection theory (learn it in my business studies subject, later came across the term in Richard Dawkin's works: God Delusion). Now in my situation, the best will get selected and approached first rather than the 2nd rated, common candidates among the interviewees.

Blaming the environement, blaming the system, y not say due to yr ill preparation? The only time i can say i didnt prepare was the sudden phone interview by CS. Hazi...too late for regrets, i doubt the company will call me again.

Just send 2 more resumes, im getting more desperate to secure a job. A part of me want to work to earn money, to support my mother in the household allowances, but another part of me tell me i cant just rush into some job that wont appeal to me in the long run...hazi...but it seems the latter is a worthless worry because i wasn't given any offers..the bargaining power lies with the companies, not me because im easily replacable due to my medicore academia results, lack of experience, perhaps also other poor interaction skills, or socialising skills which i cant impress my interviewers.

Hope i get some replys soon.