Mixed feelings

I have no control over when the company wants me to leave. I wasn't given any choice. Its just business, not personal.

What i dislike its coated in many empty promises and expectation. It feel deceiving.

But i'm still glad to have the chance to join this company, cos i get to meet her. I have to fail so many chances before, just to have this chance, to meet her.

I'm glad. With her, i realize what does it meant to really love a person.

That is something way harder to find than in a job description.

My video present is getting more polish. I have to say its only passion driven will the work produced be perfect. Cos all u think of is for that someone special.

I have planned another gift for her Xmas, but i may have to create it earlier because i doubt i have chance to see her again.