Trying very hard

Trying very hard to forget u

Still a piece of me still want to hold on to u
I want to delete your messages, your emails
But a piece of me want to keep it
To remember it is real

I kept myself busy
Willingly and unwillingly
Only to find myself
Missing u more

I went to look for other girls
But to see u instead of her

To be frank...
I don't want to forget you
But it bring me pain
A pain that is the only evidence
That my love for u is real

If I forget you
It will mean none of this is real
But just a dream and nothing more.